U Don't Like My Opinion...That's fine!

Day 44 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-02-13T12:00:00.000-05:00

Day 13 of February Photo Challenge

Blue

Dallas Cowboys Blue

to be exact!!!!

Day 43 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-02-12T16:10:00.001-05:00

Day 12 of February Photo Challenge

Inside Your Closet

smdh...it is a mess too!

I'm so embarrassed! lol

Day 42 of 365 Days of Picture

2012-02-11T19:35:00.002-05:00

Day 11 of February Photo Challenge

Makes You Happy

Shoes

Day 41 of 365 Days of Picture

2012-02-11T19:33:00.003-05:00

Day 10 of February Photo Challenge

Self Portrait

Day 40 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-02-09T14:29:00.001-05:00

Day 9 of the February Photo Challenge

Front Door

and I have just realized my front door is so

ugly!

Day 39 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-02-09T14:25:00.002-05:00

Day 8 of the February Photo Challenge

Sun

I worked hard to get this picture,

especially since I had to go on my

balcony to get it and I

hate my balcony!!!!

Day 38 of 365 Days of Picture

2012-02-07T16:34:00.001-05:00

Day 7 of February Photo Challenge

Button

A button from my favorite military jacket.

Day 37 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-02-07T16:24:00.003-05:00

Day 6 of February Photo Challenge

Dinner

Day 36 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-02-05T13:26:00.003-05:00

Day 5 February Photo Challenge

10am

Breakfast with him, and the way he was eating he must've been starving to death!
oh how i love these moments!

Day 35 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-02-04T19:39:00.002-05:00

Day 4 o February Photo Challenge

Stranger

I live close to the Navy Academy located in Annapolis MD,
So on any given day you can see the Sailors dress up in their uniforms.
But Saturdays is the best day the are usually everywhere
and lawd knows I love a man in uniform!!

Afternoon Delight...Super Bowl Edition

2012-02-04T14:00:00.000-05:00

Devin Thomas
11/15/86
NY Giants

Now, this is Devin's second go around
as the afternoon delight but
baby sooo deserves it
because he is sooooo sexy
and needless to say
I'm in love with him.

Afternoon Delight...Super Bowl Edition

2012-02-03T12:00:00.002-05:00

Bret Lockett
10/7/86
New England Patriots

Day 34 0f 365 Days of Pictures

2012-02-03T10:39:00.001-05:00

Day 3 of February Photo Challenge.

Hands

I rely on these hands everyday
when dealing with clients
from around the world...which
I just realized that one of them
are wrong..lmaooo

Day 33 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-02-02T10:27:00.003-05:00

Day 2 of the February Photo Challenge.

WORDS!

Day 32 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-02-01T12:14:00.003-05:00

Day 1 of the February Photo Challenge

YOUR VIEW MY TODAY!

The view from desk

February shall be easier

2012-02-01T12:02:00.002-05:00

I just completed my first month of pictures, it was much harder than I thought it would be. The biggest challenge was not posting the name tired pictures over and over and over again. I will say i kinda live a boring life. This month in keeping in the 365 Days of pictures, I have a set plan of pictures that will be taken, this fell into my lap and it will be a life saver...

Feel free to join in with me!

I found B.

2012-02-01T11:20:00.005-05:00

I say a lot that I don't have any friends..lets correct that I don't have many friends. I often use the word "FRIEND" loosly without thinking twice about how deep that word really is. I have certain "friends" who I only party with, "friends" that i only travel with, the list can go on and on. I don't have many who are all around FRIENDS. You know whne you have an all around friend, the kind that you haven't seen or talked to in years and one day you run into them and spend the next 3 hours talking...lol...yep that is your all around friend. I ran into my all around friend yesterday and it was just like old times, we caught up all that was going on in our worlds, laughed, joked and there was no awkward silence or moments to discuss. The funny thing about it all is, I had just told Lil Richmond I needed to move to Atlanta to find her because she understands where my head is at with my other "Friends", he laughed and said good luck with your search. Jokes on him because I didn't have to look hard for her!

While walking back to car from target i hear somebody scream my full government name....Its rare that I hear that often so I turn around and there is my friend B.Kelz. It was like a breath of fresh air...I've missed her and we had some good times together back in the day. We chatted up for almost 3 hours outside of Target in the parking lot...lol..hands and feet frozen by the time it was over. Now I classify B.Kelz as an all around friend, I never put her in a category i could count on her to all and everything and all in between that. I never once felt any different about our friendship now then i did back when we were hanging kinda tough with each other. Oh how I missed her.... I know she reads my blog from time to time and I also thank her for the blog because she was the one who told me start it almost 3 years ago and I will admit she was right I would enjoy it and i have.

and we have to give VA some time this summer to redeem itself lol

Day 31 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-31T19:00:00.000-05:00

Happy Hour's Finest!

Day 30 of 364 Days of Pictures

2012-01-30T17:06:00.001-05:00

My Tinkapooh got her
first tooth!!! My baby
is growing up tooooo fast!

Day 29 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-30T14:00:00.000-05:00

My nails for the next 2 weeks...
I like these not in love with them tho...

Day 28 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-30T13:42:00.003-05:00

We eat good!!!!!

Day 27 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-28T10:30:00.002-05:00

ALWAYS!

Condoms?!!?

2012-01-27T14:00:00.000-05:00

FOR MY HEELS....

I saw these things while surfing the web. I saw Heel Condoms and had to click on it!!!! Lawd, now I'm in love and needless to say I have already ordered me a pair because i have some heels that need some thing added to them to make them stand out!!!

Day 26 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-26T15:22:00.000-05:00

I saw it and had to have it
for my desk!!!

Day 25 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-26T12:25:00.003-05:00

I was faithfully dragging my ass
to get waxed every couple of months and
it is not one of the most joyous things, when it comes to the pain.
I found this one day in walmart looking for make up..smh
and it is the best thing that has happened to my life!!!
It gives me that super close cut so waxing
is no longer needed!!
and i would like to thank the Brazilian wax gods for that!!
lol

Day 24 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-25T14:34:00.001-05:00

It might look kinda of gross because
of the green sauce, but i
swear on everything this damn
chicken enchilada is the best thing
at Rosa Mexicano!

BGC thumbs down

2012-01-24T15:22:00.004-05:00

I love reality shows... the trashier the better but after season after seaon of watching the Bad Girls Club let me just say, i shall not and will not anymore. Season 1 I was amused by this out of control women fighting, drinking, and fucking. Season 2 I was on the fence about the show and as time went on I just could not bring myself watch a whole season of it.

The ratings our super high and apparently american's love the show but what exactly is the point of the show to begin with. To make us women look bad? You would think after 8 weeks or however long they are together that something would change...Like why doesn't anyone provide them with the help that they need. They all have their share of problems, Anger being some of their biggest issues, so why are they allowed to run wide a punch each other in their faces. I remember season 1 they said it will be a learning experience and they will come out changed women....hmmmmmm yeah right. They could careless how much they have changed they are too busy trying to be the last man standing to show who is the baddest bitch. It bothers me to see foolishness ever so often. I, confess i do watch all those other shows that make us look bad but for some reason the BGC is the bottom of the bottom. I never in a million years want young girls to think this how women act or something they need to do. I never want young boys to thik that is what women do in this spare time because it is far from the truth. For once I want a reality show being geared to making these women better women. Getting them the help they need addressing their issues so they can be better women, mothers and/or wives. The fact they are placed in party cities do not help the situation it is as if they are setting them up for failure and when fights break out why does the producer act so surprised by what they are seeing or hearing. Oh not to mention we reunite these chicks and watch them once again, curse, spit and fight each other and now why do we think men can be so disrespectful sometimes. Last, night i tried to watch the BGC Las Vegas but 30 minutes in they were drunk and fighting each other..*sigh* and that is when i turned the station. I once enjoyed this kind of entertainment but then I realized that this can be the the picture many people paint of us in their heads. Drunk, fighting, fucking whore...smdh

Day 23 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-24T11:15:00.002-05:00

Happy Birthday to my first Tattoo.
lol..she is 10 years old today!

Day 22 of 365 days of pictures

2012-01-23T12:34:00.003-05:00

Game Day food!!

Day 21 of 365 days of Pictures

2012-01-22T11:17:00.000-05:00

Saturday nights tights

Day 20 of 365 days of pictures

2012-01-21T00:00:00.002-05:00

The best thing that happened to
my Friday night!!!!! Thanks Karen!

I'm It!!!!

2012-01-20T11:40:00.002-05:00

So one of my favorite Bloggers Starrla Monae tagged me in a post and of course I'm on it. So here it is...

Rules:

You must post 11 random things yourself.
Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post.
Create 11 new questions for the people you tag to answer.
Go to their blog and tell them that you've tagged them.

11 Random Things about me:

My nail polish never matches the polish on my toes. I just can't make that kind of commitment lol.

I hate being a girlfriend.

I'm good with names and faces, my friends depend on me to keep all of that in tact lol

I can't swim

I'm addicted to Bingo

All my closest friends are males and are probably the only ones who know all of my secrets

I am NOT looking forward to my 30th birthday at all!

I'm a cheater...yep...this is the longest i have ever been without cheating on my bf.

I use the shit at least 100 times a day.

To this day im scared to swallow a apple seed because my brother told me a tree will grow in my stomach.

I have never had a weave!!!ever...

11 Questions from Starrla Monae

1. What inspires you?

My Aunt, she is the driving force in my life. I take notes from her often and aspire just to be half the woman she is.

2. What is your earliest childhood memory?

My 3rd birthday party, when I had to be rushed the emergency room because I busted my knee open jumping off of the picnic table.

3. What is your favorite thing to cook/eat?

Tacos!!! I have learned to make them from scratch instead of buying the kit...they are easy to make and not time consuming.

4. What's the name of your favorite book?

The coldest Winter ever.

5. Do you remember your first love?

Yep, like it was yesterday.

6. What is your dream job?

A party planner which i could probably do now but its just not the right time.

7. Do you have any phobias?

yesss... the dark I hate the dark, I refuse to walk into a dark room.

8. If you had to lose one of your five senses, which one would it be?

Smell...

9. Are you left handed or right handed?

Right

10. Do you have any hidden talent?

nope

11. If you won $500,000 what would you do with it?

Drop some cash on my parents, pay off my bills, and invest the rest

So I have no way 11 people to tag and Starrla tag those I would thing of sooooo lets see if I can get 3 or four down:

Monique @ Unscripted Musing

Shay @ chaoticDay dreams

Lakiswirl @ Rants of an Unknown Chick

11 Question for my tagged group

1. Most embarrassing moment?

2. If you live anywhere in the world where would it be?

3. Favorite Song?

4. Light or Dark?

5. Are you a girly girl or tomboy?

6. Favorite place to eat?

7. Would advice you get yourself 18 year old, now that you are an adult?

8. Have you ever been in love?

9. Favorite memory with your best friend?

10. What is your favorite color?

11. Who can you depend on the most?

.....and I'm out.

Day 19 Of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-19T17:42:00.001-05:00

If looks could kill....She was mad I interrupted her
during her show..

He Keeps Coming

2012-01-18T13:07:00.003-05:00

The mood is always right. All day he calls me at work and whispers nothing but thoughts and dream into my ear. He just doesn't know how much I enjoy those little moments, it send me to a whole another world, I close my eyes and just get lost in the thought of him and I. I try to race home each and every evening because I miss him so much and when I don't come straight home he lingers in my thoughts until I can feel him. I make it home and everything is perfect, dinner is always good and our convo never misses a beat, he is all I dream of and more. He lays down next to me while I caught up on all my trashy shows and never interrupts, while occasionally just to remind me that he is still there, he leaves for head kisses and I can't wait for us to lay together. When I take a shower he always finds his way there, he showers me with his love and I jump out to run to my bedroom just to be with him once again.

I always get excited about this part of the evening, I dry off and set the mood, dim light, the sweets candles are lit and there he lays just waiting for me to embrace him. My heart always skips a beat when I know that this will be the end of a long work day. I replay his sweets whispers and crawl into the bed with him. I wrapped myself up in him and just wait for him to evade my mind and body. We get into the moment and I close my eyes in ecstasy he always knows how to take care me and just like that its over....I open my eyes and see nothing but darkness and he is no longer there. I close my eyes again to give him time to return but he never does, I check my phone to see the time and give him more time and just like that I'm laying alone. lord know I love him, would have him in my life forever, I'm even willing to share him with others but I guess that means nothing to him. Let me tell you about this man I have been having a love affair with for years, from the moment he creeped into my life I never wanted him to leave. For years I have been fucking this dude named INSOMNIA, he keeps coming but I never do.

Someone please call him and tell him that my love for him will die and that just once I would love to feel the ecstasy of him coming and staying for a full 8 hours of sleep.

Day 18 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-18T12:00:00.002-05:00

No Words are even needed!!!

Day 17 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-17T18:45:00.001-05:00

I love, love my nails this week!!!! And
I also love my Celeste for finally
doing them for me!!!
I will enjoy our 2 weeks together!

Day 16 of 365 Days of Picture

2012-01-16T15:38:00.001-05:00

My friend/nail tech.....I tried to catch her
taking a pic of herself but she caught me!! lol

Day 15 of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-16T15:37:00.000-05:00

She is sooo extra sometimes...

Day 14 of 365 days of pictures

2012-01-14T21:35:00.002-05:00

I'm addicted to pinterest and this is how
i spent my Saturday night..smh

Day 13 of 365 days of Pictures

2012-01-14T21:34:00.003-05:00

And I ask Why are you looking at a hot pink gun Celeste?!?

Day 12 of 365 days of pictures

2012-01-14T21:32:00.001-05:00

The best thing that ever happened
to my water!!!

Day 11 Of 365 Days of Pictures

2012-01-11T15:58:00.002-05:00

He is so rude!!! lmao

Day 10 Of 365 days of Pictures

2012-01-10T14:58:00.002-05:00

These have saved my life!!! I decided to change my eating habits...and needed to replace my chocolate cookies!!! There is only 3 flavors and this one that doesn't taste like paper!

What's Your Expiration Date?

2012-01-10T10:12:00.000-05:00

This question came about while watching Love and Hip Hop; Tierra Mari posed this question to Chrissy and Emily while discussing their long relationships with their boyfriends. I posed this question to a couple of my friends and they went to heavy thought about when is the expiration date of a relationship without full commitment…marriage.

Now I have thought about this plenty of times before matter of fact for every relationship I get myself into I have a date in my head for how long I’m going to continue this before I call it all off. Wrong?!?! It might be but one thing I was taught growing up was never give a man all you got and in returns he doesn’t return the favor. I refuse to spend the next 10 years of my life being with a man who never loves me enough or cares enough to make me his wife. I watch my Aunt be with a man for over 15 years and never got a full commitment out of him, she has his babies, kept his house up and did everything that a wife does without the ring and one day he woke up and left…and 2 year later he marries someone else. Yep, that will never be me…ever because Sunshine has an expiration date. I love Lil Richmond with all my heart but I can not and will not spend years waiting on a false hope or chasing this hope, don’t want to provide a man with everything a wife is and can be without being that. Lil Richmond spent years with his ex girlfriend, who had his baby they brought a house and he did gave her a ring because he felt like he had no other choice, truth be told he said he had no plans to marry her and clearly he didn’t. I know that I could be ending something great by putting an expiration date on our relationship but maybe that is what it needs. Maybe you have to walk away from something to see how real it is. But if it was real than that expiration date will never come. I never really talk about the expiration date I have placed on Lil Richmond and I but believe me it is there…I’m not getting no younger and don’t have time to invest everything into him and return with nothing but what I walked in with.

Don’t get me wrong I will hold you down and I do that but I draw my line. We will not be playing house without our house being sealed with a commitment. My grandmother use to tell me all the time never give a man the milk for free because he will never buy the cow and I strongly believe that. I have friends who have been in their relationships for years, had babies, brought houses and now they are like…what’s next? I’m not knocking anyone for doing these things but when do you say I want more, when do you say or figure out that all this time should be marked with more. I also don’t believe in putting the press on a man to get him to marry you. The one thing I can’t stand is to see a woman give a man ultimatum on marriage, you should never have to plead your case and make threats to be his wife. I watched Chrissy do this week after week with Jim Jones and it bothered me to the end of no return, I never want a ring because you feel like it something you have to do but rather he loves me so much that he can’t be without. The marriage press will only get you the ring but it will come with plenty resentment. And lawd knows when a wedding will ever happen. As women we love hard and strong but you have to have an expiration date before you spend the rest of your life chasing a false hope. So I say put an expiration date on it so I know its r

Day 9 of 365 days of Pcitures

2012-01-09T15:58:00.001-05:00

Snow......*sigh*

Shit Black Girls Say 2

2012-01-09T13:31:00.001-05:00

Not as Funny as Part 1 but still funny!!!!

Day 8 of 365 days of pictures

2012-01-08T17:30:00.002-05:00

My Furry niece Carter!!!

Day 7 of 365 days of pictures

2012-01-08T17:28:00.002-05:00

Smdh @ this dude rapping one minute to Young Jeezy and the next minute being passed out!!! I see what kind of friend you are Phil!!!

Day 6 of 365 of Pictures

2012-01-08T17:25:00.003-05:00

I love these earrings and could not wait to wear them!!!! I was so excited when my friends said "hey Sunshine we need to go to the founders day party for the Kappa's" of course i said yes just to put these on...they are such a statement piece and I got attention for them all night!!!

Afternoon Delight...2012 Edition

2012-01-06T13:00:00.003-05:00

Lawd have mercy!!! When i saw him I stopped dead in my tracks!!!!! I'm love...

Victor "Macho" Harris, jr
2/16/86
Pittsburgh Steelers

Day 5 of 365 of Pictures

2012-01-05T15:41:00.003-05:00

yessssss...If you didn't know ask somebody!

Day 4

2012-01-04T16:38:00.002-05:00

The things people let us do while drunk!!!! lmaoooooooo

Day 3 My niecy pooh

2012-01-03T15:48:00.003-05:00

My niece KK she is a handful but she is part of the triple threat of amazing nieces that I have and keep me smiling! I love those girls!!!!!

Day 2 Photo Challenge.

2012-01-02T11:53:00.002-05:00

Day 2
Brunch with Ty. Now him and I have been friends for over 10 years and it doesn't matter how much time we spend apart we get back together and talk as if we have spoken everyday for a months.

This day he who is all about time was 45 minutes late for our brunch date and what does he do the whole time we are there talk on his phone...smh..

I Welcome 2012 with a Challenge!

2012-01-02T11:45:00.003-05:00

I made only 1 resolution for 2012 and that was to blog more....I have really been slacking so to help with my blog more challenge I decided to take a picture everyday for 365 days!!! Yep, I have challenged myself!! I have marked in my phone calendar to keep up with my blog efforts. And guess what I am already a day behind so here is mine from yesterday nad depending how the day go it will be updated today!!

Day 1
After loading up my liver and life with drink after drink for NYE, I woke up starving half to death and guess what I found food at Cracker Barrel!!! Yesssssss the lawd knows my heart.

NYE

2011-12-31T14:29:00.003-05:00

So its New Years Eve and I don't have much to do tonight..no clubs, dropping big $$$ just a lil get together with some friends. I might not have an amazing outfit to wear but I do have the nails!!!

I'm in love with these although i'm not a fan of holiday themed stuff once she put these on my nails i couldn't help but stare at them. Happy New Year and be safe out there..catch you in 2012!

All I Want For X-Mas....

2011-12-23T11:33:00.002-05:00

This Mixed Race Rocawear Barbie!!!!!!!!!!

“As a Barbie doll designer for more than 10 years, I want African-American girls to know that dolls can represent their career aspirations, hobbies and ethnic backgrounds. Barbie inspired me to realise my dream of becoming a designer, and I want my dolls to inspire girls to play, create and live out their dreams,” explains Stacey.

They are only available in the UK!!! *cries*

No One Ever Said It Would Be Easy...

2011-12-22T11:02:00.003-05:00

And they were right about that!! When I got myself into this arrangement I didn’t know it was going to be one of the hardest tasks I ever tried to achieve. I jumped right in head first without having any knowledge of how to make this thing work….and work is exactly what it is. 2 hours away doesn’t seem that far away but ohhhhh it is, there is no late nights sleeping at his house nor let me stop by to see what you doing going on around here. Everything is basically planned out to the last detail. Weekends have to be set aside, plans have to be made and schedules have to be checked before spending time together , it is almost like having a full time job. We are living in two different cities, in two different states and both have things to accomplish in our cities..plus he has children Two children that has to have some time too. I thought walking into this that I had this all under control and maybe after 6 months of it, I realized that it was not easy at all. Everyone told me that it would not be easy at all especially when there are children involved. Although I would love to have all his undivided attention I do know that kids need it too so I often play the background to the whole quality time thing.

The long distance thing was already hard but Lil Richmond being sick only adds to the struggle, I didn’t have to think twice about being there for him but it is all on me now. The driving two hours is all me now…..rearranging my plans is all on me now. I would never ask him to travel away from not knowing how he may feel by the time he gets to DC. Let’s just say that just made it even harder. I decided that I wouldn’t bring up this whole much harder that it should have to be subject until after his January Doctor’s appointment that’s the big one to let him know what he is suffering from. I love him to death but long distance thing is showing to far more difficult than I think it should be. There is no structure in this arrangement no set times a month we gonna do this….what days …it is all just done on a whim and if I let him lead it would be done on a blue moon. I was asked a couple of weeks ago is it even worth the hassles and for the first time I questioned myself for a minute….and I know its worth it…..at least for now.

...

2011-12-21T15:33:00.003-05:00

This around the time I usually do a Merry Xmas post and maybe even a Happy New Year one too with a list of things i want to change or do in 2012...This year not so much!

I haven't really be in the holiday mood which is extremely strange for me because I usually live for this time of the year...all the family time is the best ....this year my heart is just not into it.

I plan to have a simple Xmas as usual with my family and laugh, smile and drink but my usually planning out great things for us is not going down this year. I feel like I should be excited about this is the first Xmas that my niece really understand whats going on and the first xmas for the other one but instead i'm praying that it will come and go very quickly.

As for the New Year...I resolute to have no resolutions and just let all flow, decided that I'll just see how 2012 brings..hopefully it will be far better than 2011 because she was not good to me at all. Maybe a new home, new job and anything else the next 12 months bring me will be embraced with open arms.

So if I don't blog between now and the New Year let me wish yall

and

Food

2011-12-21T14:57:00.003-05:00

The holiday season is here and although I'm not in the Christmas Spirit this year I did attend a company holiday party with one of my friends!!! Let's just say I had lots of fun and the place was amazing!!! It was called Sax! it a French feel with red and gold everywhere and for your viewing delight every 15 minutes there was burlesque show!!!

I wish my pics would have came out so much better but it was super dark in there. Oh, the food was crazy good and it was a experience I ate of couple of things I would have never tried on a regular day. I did catch a few pic of our plate and I know if anyone can appreciate pic of food it would be Monique!!! She is foodie just like me!

Apple Crepes

this filet mignon was the best i had ever had plus the mash potatoes it rested on was to die for.

How Many Have You Said???

2011-12-21T14:42:00.002-05:00

I saw this floating around fb and It had me dying laughing...one because I probably say alot of those things and when he goes into singing lil Wayne! lol

Quickie

2011-12-15T12:14:00.005-05:00

It has been a little while since I have blogged personally. I gotta say i kinda miss this place...it keeps me sane. Even Though I haven't blogging I have been reading, especially some of my fave blogs I'm always on point with those.

I guess I should give a recap of what has been going on in the world of Sunshine!!!

-WORK is still the worst...and this new job is taking its toll on me...smh...this place stresses me out to end that I have developed a stress twitch in my eye..smdh..it happen all week until Saturday and it stops but back Monday morning. Oh..Let me tell you how since I have been working here the heffa has been gone majority of the time but has the nerve to write me emails about how nothing is getting done......and the final straw I haven't gotten paid on time since I have arrived here...and yep that has done it for me. I am in full find a new job for 2012, i just can't handle this place anymore and i truly understand why the turn over rate is so high.

I discovered over the past couple of months I have really realized alot..a whole lot!!! I have gained a new friend or two and I have also lost a couple of close friends..would say my best friends but that titled burned out years ago. Someone asked me if I was sad about that situation and a little bit but I have done all that I can to make it work or rather make it right. I'm extremely tired of being that bad guy and no one taking blame for their actions but all in all maybe it worked out for the better. One of my male friends said something to me the other day and he made a great point You grow up and grow apart, some people can't handle you changing and not being the same person you use to be..so they decide to lose you instead of growing with you. And he is right..maybe 2012 will bring better things for us but for now i have turned the page past that.

I have done a little clubbing lately which is totally out of the normal for me. It was fun, I discovered that way more of a flirt than I thought myself to be *shrugs* but I see now that I have outgrown the hell out of the club, i can't stand waiting in line, spending all this money on alcohol and all those people!! Nah, I think my old age has caught up with me. I will say my shoe game was killin' it the last time!! lmaoooo

Loved the shoe but my feet was on fire by the time we were hitting the exit!! Lawd the things we do for beauty.

Lil Richmond is till holding on strong, this has been a rough year for us. I love him with all my heart but actions speak louder than words and I wonder if I'm putting more into this than he is. When I thought I was going to back out on this relationship, he got sick. All that i felt before left and we are still together not because he is sick but i can't imagine life without him in it. He is till sick and they have no clue what is wrong with him and it hasn't been easy for him but he is holding on strong. Luv u babes!

I haven't told anyone this but I think I'm getting the baby itch!!! who would have known that would come creeping up on me. After i was told m y chances of having children was slim I ust blocked babies out of my system but out of nowhere it has creeped up and my biological clock is ticking!!! I haven't spoken this baby thing to Lil Richmond he would probably panic, babies are not his thing right now, so I guess ill just keep it between me and blogger lol

I haven't had really much to say so blogging has been real died but for 2012 i'm dedicating myself to blogging once a week!!! HOPEFULLY!

I'm the worst

2011-12-13T16:07:00.002-05:00

yep...it is the truth i'm the worst right now!!! this damn job has taken me away from blog life and the damn holidays just ran up on me....I swear in 2012 i'm gonna do so much better!!! I promise!

But in the mean time I read this Vibe Vixen Article and Had to show it!!!!!

Why I Am NOT A Ride or Die Chick!!!

tell me what u think ladies!!!!

Love Lost, Love Found

2011-11-17T13:18:00.005-05:00

At this first Parent/Teacher meeting I didn't think that I would fall in love and this guy would be my husband. I wasn't even thinking about love at that point of time in life, I was still healing my heart from losing my husband while serving our country in Iraq. I lost my husband and my heart shut down, the only love I was thinking about was my children. I can't remember much of what was said in that parent/teacher meeting but I do remember him telling me how I need to talk to someone about the death of my husband because my children were worried. I wanted to cry the moment he acknowledged my husband's death, it was years later and I as still healing my wounds. I never answered him that day just nodded grabbed my purse and left. I left and found myself confiding in him, why? I don't know something about him made me comfortable. That whole school year he tutored my children, signed my son up for football that he coached,became my friend and father figure for the twins.

My children moved on and were no longer in his class but he was still around being a friend for not only me but the children also. I found myself feeling much more than friendship for this man, I called him everyday he came by ever weekend as our friendship grew so did my love for him. I was torn between my husband and this man, who listened to all of me, held me while I cried about not being able to grieve or say good bye, he consoled my children when thoughts of their father flooded their hearts. I didn't want in any way to forget about my husband but I didn't know if it was right for me love him either. I vowed my life and love to my husband on our wedding day until death due us part and how could I allow myself to love another man. I pushed him away and he came back stronger, we begin to date and my children loved it too. That broken feeling I once felt in my soul had loosen up, I was once again happy I haven't been happy since my husband death.

I thank my husband every day for putting this man in my life, I take him as gift from him. I know not in a million years that he would have wanted me to be alone and not love again. I know he wants nothing but the best for me and the best is him I also thank Miss Sunshinestar who gave me the support I needed to finally love again. Last I thank Him Breon Turner, for being that love that I lost, I thank him for showing me that I didn't have to give up my husband to love him. I thank him for loving my children and helping me find myself again. I lastly thank him for not giving up on me and dealing with my struggle and thank you Breon for blessing me with your last name.

I had once LOST LOVE, decided never to love again for fearing that I would loss that person too, then I FOUND LOVE,I will never again fear losing love because my first love brought this this love to me.

- Tania White-Turner

Tale from the force

2011-11-16T12:38:00.006-05:00

It was my first day working my beat alone and everything was easy going until I got that call on my radio. Dispatch, called my number and I was officially in cop mode, I hit my sirens and stepped hard on the gas and I off to catch my first real criminal. When I pulled up everything was in pure commotion, fire tuck roaring, children crying, people screaming I had to quickly get control of the situation. I took page after page of description of what my assailant looked like and as I stood there talking to one last person I could see my culprit just feet away, of course I dropped everything and chased after him. He saw me coming and took off full speed, he ran faster, I ran faster, he turned the corner, I turned the corner finally he hit an dead end and there we were looking at each other face to face. I tired to coach him into giving up but I could tell by the look in his eyes that was not an option and before I knew it he stopped and was running towards me!! My heart was now beating out of my chest, I froze I didn't know what to do next, all I could think was just don't let him get close to you so I RAN!!!

The running began but instead of me chasing him, he was well on my tail. My mind is racing so fast I must've forgot that I had a gun on my hip the whole time, I reach for it and fire one shot, the running stops. I prayed to every god in the world that I hadn't killed him and then asked for forgiveness just in case I did. I walked up on him slowly and got in arm length and the assailant jumps back up!! I couldn't believe this, he just was not going to give up. I turned to run and get a little distance in between us and tripped over the curb and find myself laid flat down on the ground and him approaching fast. I grabbed my gun one more time and fired shots until he wasn't moving anymore. I catch my breath, get my heart rate back normal and finally stand up by this time my back up had arrived and standing next to the assailant. I got over to them and I could hear the snickers and laughter coming from them, their eyes water ed with tears from laughing about my life or death situation. I didn't see any humor in it at first he could have ended my life or harmed me brutally. I stood back and looked at my first real police job, no need to call the detectives in or the corner, I had killed my first DOG! lmao. I can look back on it now and laugh although it left me on desk work for 6 weeks.

Oh by the way I feel so special to know I'm the first to pop Sunshine's guest blog cherry!!! yay me!

-HisMrss

I miss he!

2011-11-15T16:39:00.003-05:00

I miss he!!! I never thought in a million years I wold be saying that but I really do miss him. It has taken my years to admit this but I do, I know our time together had to come to an end for multiply reason the main one being I grew up and got smart fast and he relationship had to burn. A couple of weeks ago i thought fb friending him but i didn't want him to know he still crosses my mind.

I probably shouldn't even feel this way especially if i went into detail about how bad our relationship was...lawd knows it was extremely bad but when we weren't trying to be lovers and being friends he was good at it. He took me alot about life the good, bad and ugly of it all. Its been 7 years since we had any type of contact with each other and it was my call but at that time I needed the break from him more than just a break. Now I find myself thinking about him alot, even thought about getting his number from one of our mutual friend to speak with him but I'm not sure if that would end well. Instead, i stalk him on fb..lol..and check on him from time to time with a mutual friends. We even run into each other from time to time because of these mutual friends but because I'm a jerk I never give him more than a hey. If he only how sometimes I yearn for his listening ear and his asshole advice, we laughed alot and shared something that I once consider special...and it ended and now i want that old thang back!

How Did I End Up Here?

2011-11-14T14:12:00.003-05:00

This is definitely not the job that I signed up for. In the interview they both made sure they painted a very clear of what is needed out of me but now that I am here I see that I do everything but what was painted to me. Yep, i got hood winked big time with this job and after only 1 month...yes 1 month I'm already plotting to get the hell out of here. SMH..I was out of work for so long that this job fell into my life at the perfect time i thought everything would be great...yep that is so far from the truth. I do everything for my boss except wipe her ass...When i say she does NOTHING...I men ABSOLUTELY NOTHING for herself. I handle it off not just business but her person work too..smh I handle so much of her person affairs that I don't have time nor the drive to get my own business taken care of. I spend my days talking to her insurance company about her person car accident, her iphone issues, landlord problem anything that has nothing to do with work...yep I'm all in it.

and I have been her a month and i count how many times she has physically came into the office to work...she usually leaves me on my own to figure it all out with no training about much of nothing. Oh lets me mention when she is here she sits in one spot all day lonnnnnggggg, drinking nothing but coke, pepsi and every other dark soda she can think of. I can't believe this is the same woman who has MS but does nothing in her power to do anything healthy to improve her health. I've been here for 30 days and I have almost quit every week since i started...its really that bad. Last friday I hit my breaking point when she sent me the rudest email in reference to a couple of questions I had with "why do ask so any questions, what am i even paying for for?" oh really, I'm new and need some things answered because you clearly don't answer your phone, when I'm trying to get answers from your clients who are ready to pull out on you. I nicely called her and explained to her in my black girl behavior because I think she has lapse of judgement when she talks to people and explained to her you will respect me no matter what the case may be, along with some other things like me not being her child or girlfriend so you need to address me correctly. It took everything in my body, spirit and soul not to pack up my belongings and walk out that door and never look back. I have to think Lil Richmond for calling at my time of need and stopping me from jumping off of the deep end because I am stand at the edge about to jump in.

I pray every morning that I can make it through the day with flipping the hell out because this job will drain your spirit, i count down my ours at work everyday and it brings joy to my heart to know that thanksgiving her coming soon and that means i won't have to see these people for 4 days...4 whole days to get my mind right.

Switching it up a little bit....

2011-11-02T10:39:00.002-04:00

I decided after reading KellztheDiva's blog the other day that maybe I should switch the game up a lil bit and add some guest blogger into the mix...I love going to other blogs and reading things that their guest or mystery writers have blogged..i think it keeps the blog fresh and full of surprises I don't know exactly how I'm going to do this or whom i'm going to recruit to guest blog but if any of you are interested or have a recommendation of some people holla at me....sunshinestar110@gmail.com

Let's pray this goes well!

I'm Addicted...

2011-10-30T16:00:00.003-04:00

I rolled my eyes at my friends for being so into all this vampire stuff from true blood to twilight I just was not feeling it nor giving it a chance. It had to be all those tweens who were going crazy over team Jacob and team Edward. I refused to having any conversation about the vampire things and called one of my male friends a fool for getting himself wrapped up in true blood i told him sir we are too old for that...lol..

So the other day after working my ass off I turned on the tv to find it was nothing to watch absolutely nothing to watch but Twilight *sigh* At first I fought with myself about even thinking about watching this movie, I also pre programmed criminal minds to interpret the movie just so I would be forced into watching the whole thing. Before i knew it was completely engulfed in the movie!!! smh..who knew it was going to be as good as it was. I had to call me sister and ask a thousand questions about what in the world was going on and to DVR criminal minds because I could not tear myself away from Twilight. I found myself ever so often hitting the ooohhhh and awwww's while watching it and couldn't decide if i like Jacob or not....lmaooooo... When the movie finally went off I ran myself to netflix to see i could order the next couple of movies so i could be update to go see the movie when it comes out.

Needless to say I think I might have a small addiction to the twilight series but I refuse to confess that information to any of my friends and since none of them read my blog...that i know of this secret is safe with yall!!!

Part Time Friends...Full Time Problems

2011-10-26T12:27:00.003-04:00

Over the years I have watched a lot of my “friends” come and go. One day everything is all good and the next thing I know it they gone like the wind, I like to refer to them as part time friends, who are full time problems. Lately I have watched a lot of them sign up for part time hours when it comes to friendship, I have to say some of them I knew when the weather broke they would break with it but others…who knew!!!!

I spent the whole summer watching and learning from these part time friends, you know them when you see them, the ones who want to know your every move and why you didn’t invite them to make that same more with them. The friend who is always looking for something to get into when you have plans without her and never invites you on her/his trips, plans, or whatever the case may be. The summer is usually when these part time friends want full time hours, you find yourself at every club, cookout, festival, bar there is all spring/summer long. You look at your Facebook photos hell even your twicpics are full of pic with her standing somewhere posing her heart out. But labor day hits and the weather chills up a little bit and now we are not wearing those peep toes anymore and have pulled out those cute fall/winter knee high boots. All those phone calls from part time friend is far and in between and you see them on FB and twitter with there new group of “friends” doing all things that the fall brings about lol… Those are officially your part time friends they are only hot when the weather is hot! Yep I shall confess that I have those part time friends in my life, I knew a lot of them once again was nothing but that but its very entertaining to see how quick they change….and trust me they always due. Some can be a little bit of late bloomers usually not showing their true colors until after Halloween but usually that is the end of the part time friendship until next summer.

Part time friends with full time problem run around in almost each and everyone’s circle….they are gone for the winter but do make an appearance for special events such ass: X-mas eve, Halloween, NYE and anytime they know you would know how to get into or be apart of the hottest party at that current moment. Oh yeah there is the times they pick up the phone calling you crying with there lastest problem…boyfriend issues, pregnant, need a place to stay and list goes on they sure know how to find you when shit hits the fan. That’s why I call them full time problems they always find you and the friendship when they don’t know what to do.

Well since the weather has broke and the cold air has creeped its way back into our lives…I shall now take watch to all the part time friends who will creep themselves back where they came from…until the nest summer…lol

But nobody really cares....

2011-10-26T11:55:00.003-04:00

I have said this over over over again...time after time again on twitter and I will say it again...I CAN'T Stand A BRAGGER!!! Yep its true one of my biggest pet peeves are people no matter whom they are who brag non stop about any and everything in life. Lately I have been witness to this on a regular basis. I have a couple people in my life who makes this bragging thing an everyday occurance in their life, my tweeter timeline and Facebook feed… it’s happening so much that others who share friendships with these people have asked me a million questions about it.

Maybe it’s the way I was raised but talking about what you got, how much it cost, and how you about to buy this and that was not the business. I grew up in an area that all that bragging was liable to get you got and robbed but hey that’s just me. To be honest I don’t really know how to bring to their attention that all that bragging is not the business without coming across as a total bitch… which is my usual attitude lol. Especially in this current time and in the state of the economy bragging really isn’t what the whole world wants to hear. Because someone who may have been able to drop the cash you bragging about, can’t do it now.

I’m not being a hater or trying to rain on there parade and joy but sometimes its just over kill to continuously talk about all you have or doing. Ok, maybe a quote or two but not every day at least 10 times a day I can see nothing but the bragging going on. I remember back in the day that bragging would get you punched in the mouth on the playground or something much worst. Also feel like some of he things that are being bragged about are things that at this point in our lives we as adults are doing…buying houses, cars, getting married and having babies its all falls under the being adult category. As for the other things like dropping $750 for a purse or $1500 for some shoes….people in reality I don’t really care and if I wanted to know I would inquire on these things….I think that sounded a little off but you get me drift.

sigh

2011-10-20T17:03:00.002-04:00

So I've been really slacking on my blogging and someone *cough* DianaBoss brought that to my attention the other day!! To be honest nothing has been going on around me to inspire a blog but I promise I'll try my hardest this weekend to knock one out!! which going to be hard because its Howards Homecoming and here in DC that is a huge event...

...and the story continues...

2011-09-16T12:30:00.001-04:00

At first I was going to sit my ass at home and not worry about being at his court date not one bit but i just had to go and meet this "girlfriend" of his...I wonder where she was when he was worrying me half to death about everything under the moon. So just like the bitch I can be I walked myself in his court room with my head up high looking oh so cute so they both, his mother and his girlfriend could see me and is at my ass right next to them both. None of us made any type of eye contact and from the way she was acting I knew she knew nothing about me or my dealings with Tyrell. After court was over i swung my purse and hair around and headed to the elevator and guess who was on it with me....The other girlfriend. At first I was breathing fire because this whole situation was making me mad how dare she stand next to me like she wasn't fucking my man how dare she be polite and kinda cute too. Luck had it with us parking right next to each other and this was my chance to either pump her for information or pop her ass right in the mouth. Before she touched her car door I finally made my move and asked about who she was and of course she answered with Tyrell's girlfriend which I soon laid the same claim to fame down too. I could tell by her body language changing that she had no idea that she was just 1 of many. We talked for over an hour that day and I was so shocked at how nice she was and how he played us both...he longer we talked the more i wanted to hate her but just couldn't even do it...she was young and dumb just like I and truly had no clue. As we sat and talked guess who made a phone call not to me but to the other girlfriend Tyrell!

I knew was gonna be so surprised to hear my voice come over the phone instead of the other girlfriend. He paused as soon as he heard it was me and went on this whole why the fuck you wit her...and blah blah blah blah shit. He even tried to make it seem like she was out to break us up...but sorry sir the moment you went to jail we had broken up. Needless to say I never spoke to him ever again in life but the other girlfriend whose name is Lyla are currently very good friends to be honest with you. It has been 6 years and counting since this all went down and I found out the person she really was and i honestly liked her. I never once was ever ever ever mad at her or blamed any of the foolishness between all of us her fault hell she was playing the hand he gave her. I really don't know how we became good friend it just kind of happen..a mall trip here, a dinner date there, clubbin over there but i can honestly say she is one of my good friends. I never share how I know her with many people especially my other female friends because I don't think they would understand but trust me they have been around her and don't even know it. Our friendship is something I probably never would have without Tyrell so...thanks to Ty for cheating on me with her and giving me a great person and friend. Now we attended each other events with questions asked...i was at her baby shower and housewarming and she has done the same for me. After sitting here and thinking about our friendship was built on crazy ground but i'm thankful for every moment of it.

Nails, Nails

2011-09-14T20:32:00.003-04:00

Since I have so much time on my hands i have been taking care of my nail which is something i just wasn't feeling once before at all...but Tora put me on to this awsome nail tech who happens to be African American and now I am in love with her and everything she does... and on top of that she is amazing person and now my new friend....check her fb out http://www.facebook.com/celesteahampton?ref=ts...but in the mean time take a look at what she has done for me!

Story Tellin' Time!!

2011-09-14T17:09:00.003-04:00

I knew when I first met him that it was going to be all bad, all the girls loved him and hated because he loved me. Our relationship was far from perfect...veryyy far from anything close to perfect matter of fact I knew I should have let him be whne I found out that he was huggin' the block. But back then you couldn't tell me nothing about anything especially when I grew up surrounded about males who did the same. So of course I'm hard headed and continued my so called relationship with him. Week after week, month after month i would hear stories about him being here and there with all kinds of girl, and on occasion or two he had the balls to have me sitting in the room with some of them. I remeber not really caring about the situation because I was doing my thing too. I sat back and let this whole thing continue on for month, until one cold winter morning that changed everything for us..."YOU HAVE AN COLLECT CALL FROM TYRELL FROM PRINCE GEORGE"S COUNTY Jail"...huh? I hung up the first time cause I thought I was was dreaming..so he called back and there it was again, the fool had gotten himself locked up again..yep you herd me again...I accepted the call and listened to him speak all this non-sense and if I could contact his hoodrat ass mother and let him know where he was at. For about 6 month I entertained his ass with phone calls and visited running my young and dumb ass up and down the highway to see him every other friday and saturday until...one day it all came to a stand still. His mother called me talking ou the side of her neck about what I knew about his dealing in the street..now first rule of anything dealing with drugs...the hood and so forth never confess to what you really know especially since I knew this bitch knew much more than she would lead you to believe. She yelled i yelled and then she screamed out " it doesn't really matter because you will meet his real girlfriend tomorrow" oh really ma'am his real girlfriend well let's let the meet and greet begin...

Day 30 - Your favorite song this time last summer

2011-08-23T12:00:00.003-04:00

I was playing this song hard last summer, especially after seeing him perform it live...Twice lol...Anyway, I think I loved this song so much because I could 100% relate to this and sure most of us can....I've messed up a great friendship by acting on the situation....needless to say we haven't been those great friends we use to be

Day 29 - A song from your childhood

2011-08-22T14:00:00.002-04:00

I grew up with much older siblings and my sister was in love with New edition and when she was left home to babysit me she would wear this song out!!! I also grew to love it and to this day I know the words and all the dance steps

Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty

2011-08-21T14:00:00.002-04:00

*sigh* This is the Rihanna that I liked!!!..anyway this some weighs heavy on my heart and every time I hear it the guilt I once felt comes right back. This song came out around the time I was cheating on bf at the time...I'm sure he had an idea but just couldn't catch me....I felt guilty then about it and I still do this day

Day 27 - A song you wish you could play

2011-08-20T11:00:00.002-04:00

I've seen alot of people play this song on some type of instrument but I for some reason just can't get it right, so i have given up on it...sorry Jay

Day 26 - A song you can play on an instrument

2011-08-19T14:00:00.002-04:00

Back in that day I use to play the flute and still hold a little bit of that talent to this day. One day I was playing around with it and found myself playing this Aaliyah song.... It took my a long time to get it right but now its perfect.

Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh

2011-08-18T14:00:00.002-04:00

In reality this song isn't funny at all but it holds some great memories so every time i hear this song it makes me relive a wild night and I can't help but laugh at all that went down. Maybe it will be a blog coming soon about that.

Day 24 - A song you want to play at you're funeral

2011-08-17T12:00:00.003-04:00

I don't think about my funeral often nor what would play but if I could pick a song for my funeral it would be this...IDK why or the purpose maybe because its the name of the song which is the pursuit of happiness and I think we all pursue that in our lives.

Day 23 - A song you want to play at your wedding

2011-08-16T10:00:00.002-04:00

The song pretty much sums it all up for me, the point of all the drama, tears, smiles and so forth is because I love you!!! This song played at one of my close friends weddings in June and I knew at that moment that I had to have it at my wedding too!

Day 22 - A song you listen to when you're sad

2011-08-15T14:00:00.002-04:00

New Edition....it has to be the slow tempo that makes a sad day even sadder...But whenever i'm sad I find it on youtube and listen to it on repeat!

Day 21 - A song you listen to when you are happy

2011-08-14T11:00:00.001-04:00

From the moment I heard this song it brought a smile to my face and made me a huge Burno Mars fan. Now when all is at its best and i'm happy this is the first song I turn to The Lazy song and it adds on to me happiness not to mention that the video also makes me happy!

Day 20 - A song you listen to when you're angry

2011-08-13T14:00:00.002-04:00

Oh Kelis, before she took Nas for everything he got!! This song is a good stress reliever and when I'm angry this hits the ipod! The i hate you so much right now chorus is usually how I feel when i'm angry...i might not be hating a person but applies to all situations

Day 19 - A song from your favorite album

2011-08-12T11:00:00.002-04:00

Miss Thang was one of the first albums I brought on my own, i love this album to this day and this is my favorite song off the cd.....it brings back great memories of the younger years

Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio

2011-08-11T11:00:00.002-04:00

ok so i'm a low key Wiz Khalifa fan....and this song is on his mixtape cabin fever...I broke my copy so i can't listen t it but i would love to turn on the radio and hear this instead of black and yellow..plus its featuring Juicy J and who doesn't love Juicy J.

Day 17 - A song you hear often on the radio

2011-08-10T11:00:00.000-04:00

The radio always plays anything that DJ Khaled has dropped non stop and right now they are slowly killing I'm on one!! I'm just about sick of it...i do love the fact Drake is on it because I love Drake and was starting to miss him!

Day 16 - A song you use to love now you hate

2011-08-09T11:00:00.002-04:00

oh Fab....I love you and once loved this song until the radio killed it. Smdh i swear the radio can take joy out of some great songs by playing them non stop...i once counted them playing this song 15 times in 1 hour. I use to run and do my model walk when this song dropped but now I hit the next button asap

Day 15 - A song that describes you

2011-08-08T11:00:00.002-04:00

*sigh* I say to this day the best song that describes me is Heartless...Don't know why...I'm lying I do know why..hey it is what it is *shrugs*

Day 14 - A song no one would expect you to love

2011-08-07T11:00:00.002-04:00

Not in a millions years I would expect anyone to think that I love this song....its country music and I'm not into country music at all..until I heard this song by Miranda Lambert!!! I heard it while at Fridays or something before i knew it i was downloading everywhere and singing my heart out to it. and if you have ever been hurt by a past boyfriend you can totally understand this song.

Day 13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure

2011-08-06T14:00:00.000-04:00

I guess this would be my guilty pleasure especially because I never say anything nice about Brandy often. I listen to it when i'm riding alone in the car or cleaning up. I secretly reenact the video no matter where i am at!! lol..don't judge me

Day 12 - A song from a band you hate

2011-08-05T14:00:00.000-04:00

Deep down inside I'm a rocker and usually love alot of music by many amazing groups but for some reason I just can't get with anything that My Chemical Romance makes...*shrugs*

Day 11 - A song from your favorite band

2011-08-04T14:00:00.000-04:00

No Doubt is one of my favorite bands although my sister said they are a music group not a band. Anyway, No doubt haven't made a song in years but i still rock their music as if all their stuff is current, I was excited to find out that they are getting back together to music once again....

Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep

2011-08-03T14:00:00.000-04:00

I didn't picked this because I don't like it nor is it boring, but whne i thought of songs that make me fall asleep this is the song i use to listen to right before I went to bed in high school. I think its a combo of her voice and tempo that makes me tired. I love this song too!

Day 9 - A song you can dance to

2011-08-02T14:00:00.000-04:00

I'm not a Beyonce' fan but I love this song!!!! I put it on every time my friends and I are getting ready to go to the club, we grab our mics which are usually hair brushes and combs and sing our asses off and dance around the room. No matter where I am and this song comes on I can't help but dance to it. *dances*

Day 8 - Song You Know All The Words To

2011-08-01T14:00:00.002-04:00

So, I'm a rap head and we can thank me Uncle for that! The first rap song I ever learned was this one, he use to play it everyday right before he let the house of the day. I would lay across his bed and listen to it non stop when he wasn't home and before I never it i was rapping it word from word. It is also one of all time fave rap songs of all time.

Day 7 - A song that reminds you of a certain event

2011-07-31T14:00:00.002-04:00

That good ole Kanye, every time I hear Gold digger it brings me back to my cousin wedding and my drunk Uncle giving his toast and say and I quote" well well i can't believe that Brad found himself such a fine women especially since he has that lazy eye...and one thing i do know is she ain't marry you cuz she in love, that heffa got to be marrying you because of that trust granny left you" lmaooooooooo....the dj cued in and guess what song was next in the line up.....you guessed it Kanye"s gold digger....lmaoooooooooooooo

Day 6 - A song that reminds you of somewhere

2011-07-30T14:00:00.000-04:00

Philadelphia is all I can think of when i hear this song....lol...its not an amazing place or beautiful place but it holds a couple of memories of hitting 95 with my friend Melissa hoodrat ass boyfriend...smh..we use to use the word "solider" as code name for him when talking about him to others...shout out Philly on this one!

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All I Want For X-Mas....

No One Ever Said It Would Be Easy...

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Food

How Many Have You Said???

Quickie

I'm the worst

Love Lost, Love Found

Tale from the force

I miss he!

How Did I End Up Here?

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I'm Addicted...

Part Time Friends...Full Time Problems

But nobody really cares....

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...and the story continues...

Nails, Nails

Story Tellin' Time!!

Day 30 - Your favorite song this time last summer

Day 29 - A song from your childhood

Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty

Day 27 - A song you wish you could play

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