Day 7 - A song that reminds you of a certain event

That good ole Kanye, every time I hear Gold digger it brings me back to my cousin wedding and my drunk Uncle giving his toast and say and I quote" well well i can't believe that Brad found himself such a fine women especially since he has that lazy eye...and one thing i do know is she ain't marry you cuz she in love, that heffa got to be marrying you because of that trust granny left you" lmaooooooooo....the dj cued in and guess what song was next in the line up.....you guessed it Kanye"s gold digger....lmaoooooooooooooo

Day 6 - A song that reminds you of somewhere

Philadelphia is all I can think of when i hear this song....lol...its not an amazing place or beautiful place but it holds a couple of memories of hitting 95 with my friend Melissa hoodrat ass boyfriend...smh..we use to use the word "solider" as code name for him when talking about him to others...shout out Philly on this one!

Day 5 - A song that reminds you of someone

This song came out around the time I lost my friend Roshon, I don't know why but this song instantly made me think of him maybe because it summed up our relationship at the time. Although he is no longer here anymore this song is how i feel about him, there would be no one who would ever get in the way for the way i felt for him....awwwww it kind of made me sad just hearing it....

Day 4 - A song that makes you sad

Aaliyah - I miss you makes me sad for more than 1 reason. The obvious reason being that it reminds me of the death of Aaliyah but also because the first time I ever got my heart broken by my first real boyfriend Moe, I remember this song popping up on the radio as he broke up with me and informed me he was having a baby....I kept this song of reply for month after him...

Day 3 - A song that makes you happy

Just like the first line goes "you make me happy" This song does just that for me!! My Aunt puts on this song every summer at every cookout something about it makes me smile and wanna dance...

Day 2 - Your Least Favorite Song

I absolutely hate this song with all my heart!! and i hate it that Lil Richmond loves it. first i have no idea what he is talking about except for the chorus....* thumbs down*

Day 1 - Your Favorite song

I didn't have to think hard on this one because I have been in love with Tamia and this song from the moment I heard it. I know I was much to young to understand or appreciate the song when I first heard it but once I got older this song touched my heart and now this song is going to be my first dance song if I ever get married. It sums up how i'm gonna feel about the man i marry!

30 Day Music Challenge!!!

So since I have absolutly nothing to blog about I decided to steal this challenge from Starrla Monae and I do love her for it cuz I was worried that I was running out of things to say...which is a first...lol.. so here it is

Feel free to play along!

Day 1-Your favorite song

Day 2-Your least favorite song

Day 3-A song that makes you happy

Day 4-A song that makes you sad

Day 5-A song that reminds you of someone

Day 6-A song that reminds you of somewhere

Day 7-A song that reminds you of a certain event

Day 8-A song that you know all the words to

Day 9-A song that you can dance to

Day 10-A song that makes you fall asleep

Day 11 –A song from your favorite band

Day 12-A song from a band you hate

Day 13-A song that is a guilty pleasure

Day 14-A song that no one would expect you to love

Day 15-A song that describes you

Day 16-A song that you used to love but now hate

Day 17-A song that you hear often on the radio

Day 18-A song that you wish you heard on the radio

Day 19-A song from your favorite album

Day 20-A song that you listen to when you're angry

Day 21-A song that you listen to when you're happy

Day 22-A song that you listen to when you're sad

Day 23-A song that you want to play at your wedding

Day 24-A song that you want to play at your funeral

Day 25-A song that makes you laugh

Day 26-A song that you can play on an instrument

Day 27-A song that you wish you can play

Day 28-A song that makes you feel guilty

Day 29-A song from your childhood

Day 30-Your favorite song at this time last year

Sitting with him for the next couple of hours we never spoke one word about what had went down the nigh before it was all water under he bridge now. He couldn't be ok and that was the biggest matter at hand.

The nurse came in whisked him away to get a cat scan, he was still getting extra help to breath from his oxygen mask...I watched him leave that room and thought to myself that if he didn't return back to normal I didn't know what i would do. Of course we fight, yell, and scream at each other...sometimes spend days not talking but I couldn't image me without him...life moving forward without having him to call upon. We would listen my crazy dreams, agree with me when my friends are wrong, tell me some encouraging when I think all is lost. He is the one who makes it all right when it all is going wrong...the sound of his voice still makes me smile and I still smh listening to some his country boy theories. I sat in that hospital room all alone with my closed fighting back a couple of tears, I silently prayed once again that we would out of this hospital and everything would be fine...

Morning jumped at us fast and he was almost back to normal, cracking jokes here and there...flirting with the nurses *side eye* Everyone cooed over him and I just sat back and watched its been years and years since I ever felt anything close to how I feel about him. I know complain about him alot, give him a hard time but in the end he is the one who makes my heart beat fast, the one has showed me what love was. We really didn't say to much to each other while I was there, a couple of rubs of the hand and a are you ok but never too much, even on the car ride home he sat quietly and I drove. I got him together at home and his mother arrived and I knew that was my cue to head back to dc but before I left he grabbed my arm pulled me in close and whispered in my ear "I Love You Too and I just wasn't ready to leave you yet"

The day before I had called it all off, I was just sick of him and sick of it all...I might have said it all out of anger but who cares I need to make a point and this was the only way to get through. After his response to our break up was just an simple"cool" I knew I needed a break.





I spent most of the night getting woke up every 30 mins by this random number..of course I didn't pick up I thought to myself if it was important they would leave a message but around 8am I gave in and answered it. The call was short and straight to the point..."He's in ICU and you need to come down"...I froze for a couple of seconds just knowing I heard the caller wrong...the familiar voice wasn't usual joking self...I could hear the concern in his voice. I didn't have to think twice nor debate all the yelling and the cussing that went down the day before meant nothing to me now, I just needed to get to him. I grabbed the first of everything I saw stffed it in a bag and trying to make this 2 hour trip a hour trip. I couldn't think anything on my ride there but how what we fight over is so stupid not even worth what was going on right now...I was so wrapped up in if he was ok I bit my nail instead of my stomach and craked the hell out of.


When I finally arrived at the hospital I didn't have enough strength to get out of the car....all of the if's started running through my mind I wanted to cry but instead I prayed that this wasn't our last time together that god would grant him a little bit more time. Seeing him barely breathing and chest moving so fast it brought everything into perspective. I loved him and it was no doubt about it and him not being here anymore....

Thanks Starrla!

*clears throat* Big ups to baby jesus and his daddy for making this possible...special shout out to blogger...I owe you one and last and not least to my girl Starrla Monae...we all we got! and to the hood we doing big things now *drops mic*

RULES:

List 7 random things about yourself, pass the award to 15 bloggers

and answer a couple of questions....

7 Random things about me...

I lie to waiters at restaurants and sat i'm allergic to tomatoes

so they won't put them in my food.

I love animal print especially leopard.

Eyeshadow...i got to have it...and some i never even use.

I hate wearing shoes...I drive barefoot during the spring and summer.

I have picked baby names according to whom i think i'm going to marry..lol

I despise brown liquor..remy, henny, i just can't

I hate pop music....and everything about pop music.

Q and A session

Favorite Color: Purple

Favorite Song: Tamia- Move on my heart

Favorite Dessert: Chocolate lava cake

Biggest Pet Peeve: People who bite their nails...yuuck

When You are Upset, You: Cry and drown my sorrows in candy

Your Favorite Pet: Blue tongue skink

Black or white: Black

Biggest Fear: Being Alone for the rest of my life

Best Feature: My boobs!

Everyday Attitude: I hate to ignored..i listen...you listen

What Is Perfection: I'm stealing Starrla's answer True Love

Guilty Pleasure: Cotton Candy Ice cream and sprinkles.

and the award continues on...

So since most of my bloggers are Starrla's i'm going to do a couple of them...

The Notorious ZAG at BIGG BADD WOLF

K. Rock at DON'T BE EXCITED...IT'S JUST ME

Monique at UNSCRIPTED MUSING