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Tuesday, June 26, 2012

*sigh*


Blogging has been a struggle for me lately….mostly because nothing interesting is happening in my life currently. I take that back something has happened but I’m not sure I want to blog about it yet and if it turns out for the better I’ll let the blog world know.  One of friends recently disclosed to me she was pregnant….I didn’t know what to say part of me was crying inside because I probably will never have that and the other side was extremely happy although she didn’t act like she felt that way….

I feel like the summer is just speeding right past me.  These long days and short weekends have left me blinking and being right back at work.  I know I need a vacation because my body is tired….very tired…I just want to lay back on a beach, sip liquor and not have a cell phone nor laptop to bother me. 

I thought I was going to be hurt much longer because one of my “friends” didn’t show up for my birthday dinner but you know what …I wasn’t I mean I honestly wanted to be because we use to be so close but now I’m more like fuck it.  I’ve tired…and tired but I can admit that what we once shared is gone…especially since I haven’t heard from her since I declined to attend a kid’s party with her.

What can I say about the relationship that I’m in………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….. it is at it’s struggle point for a list of reason but as much as it is a struggle I love that boy…even with all the disappointments I can’t get him out of my system…..so I thought but yeah….I’m gonna hold off on that until the summer plays it out and then revisit we will do.

School is has taken over my life along with work…it is just not enough hours in the day for me to read these chapters, answers these and questions and write a paper every week.  Shit I barely have time to eat sleep and work ….
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5 comments:

★Starrla Monae☆ said...

Come back missy!! It's crazy how some people you thought you'd be friends with forever, you end up growing apart from. I have plenty of moments when I want to blog about something but then I don't want to share. I just want to write without judgment some days.

Monique said...

I totally feel you abut the lack of blogging mojo. Mine is holding on by a thread, and it could be because I'm going through some things right now that I'm not ready to discuss yet.

I didn't know you were in school honey! What are you studying?

LakiSwirl said...

Wow, I think there's a whole bunch of us falling off this blogging thing right now.... My blog list has been pretty bare 'cause all my favorite writers are goin' through stuff, myself included. I've got stuff to blog about, but I haven't yet because I either don't have the time or the stomach to put it to words just yet.

Miss♥K said...

'These long days and short weekends have left me blinking and being right back at work. I know I need a vacation because my body is tired….very tired…I just want to lay back on a beach, sip liquor and not have a cell phone nor laptop to bother me.' < I feel you! except Id have pepsi instead lol - I'm trying to get back into bloggin myself and theres a few things that have occurred but I too im not sure if - when- how to come out with them lol

sunshinestar110 said...

I'm glad to see its just not me in tis blogger funk!

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