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Thursday, October 7, 2010

Envy...Day 2

Seven things you lack and covet.


1. I covet patience. I don't have much of it, it doesn't matter if it's with people or just in general..i lack it alot!


2. I envy those who have great relationships with their mothers. My mother and I are very distant with each other, I want the kind of relationship that i can share everything with her. the relationship she shares with my sister.


3. I lack obedience with almost everything. I can never really see something out because I'm not dedicated to it. I just don't have the obedience to stuck to it.


4. I envy those in happy relationships. It's only because I want that, and i can honestly say i have only had 1 happy relationship with a boyfriend.


5. I envy those who aren't like me and don't have dyslexia. It affects almost everything I do school wise..hell just in life in general and makes it just a little bit harder for me..I thought i would have gotten better with age but yeah i think not.


6. I envy those who can swim..*sad face* I want to learn but I have a fear of drowning.


7. I envy those we have children. Maybe because I know that my chances of having them are slim that I feel so much envy toward them and what they have.

6 comments:

Freckles said...

I love how honest your list is. Kudos mamas.

Work on that relationship with your mother. It's worth it. I am going to send one up for you.

dyslexia... I had no idea.

Fear is a tough one but you will feel so accomplished if you can triumph over it and learn to swim.

★Starrla Monae☆ said...

1. I lack patience as well. Everyone who knows me knows this...work in progress!

4. Girl, I won't even go on about this one. I just try and put it out of my head.

5. I know a young lady with dyslexia. I met her while in undergrad. She would be so frustrated about it to the point of making herself upset. Needless to say, she went on to get her Master's degree.

6. Sometimes I want to learn but my fear is out of control.

Krissy said...

I'm slightly dyslexic myself. I transpose number like nobodies business! I say them one way in my head and write them down completely different. Not a good look since I kinda work in accounting lol

tha unpretentious narcissist© said...

1 & 4..with you all day. and believe it or not i think i slightly dyslexic myself. that's purely self diagnosed, but i forever transpose numbers backwards. which played like hell to be a engineer major and be bad at math. it was struggle and a half, but i've always been to stubborn and lazy to get tested for it.

but fuck those who can swim. i can't swim..and i'm have no problem with that..lol swimming is not necessary. it don't get you from point a to b..unless your drowning lol.

sunshinestar110 said...

@Freckles My mother and i will always be a complicated subject I try she doesn't..i try harder she doesn't so i just take breaks from it.

@ Starrla I don't know how i will have children because i have so little of it! maybe it will change once i do. I'm thinking about taking a swimming class this summer..but idk i'm sure ill make myself sick thinking about swimming

@unpretentious lol..I have to agree with the swimming thing..its just a waste i'll just continue to stand on the side and be cute!!

sunshinestar110 said...

@Freckles My mother and i will always be a complicated subject I try she doesn't..i try harder she doesn't so i just take breaks from it.

@ Starrla I don't know how i will have children because i have so little of it! maybe it will change once i do. I'm thinking about taking a swimming class this summer..but idk i'm sure ill make myself sick thinking about swimming

@unpretentious lol..I have to agree with the swimming thing..its just a waste i'll just continue to stand on the side and be cute!!

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