Today I decided to give the blogger world the good and the bad about Sunshinestar!!! So her it goes...
I realized that the reason females don't like me is the same reason that males love me!
I have a hard exterior but I'm soft and cry at a drop of a dime.
I have alot of insecurities about myself. there is alot of things i won't wear and i won't do because of this.....so sad right?
The biggest loss of my life was when my bff died in a car crash. I blamed myself for it for long time. Went through all the ifs and buts about it. Scary thing is I was suppose to big in that truck with him that night that he crashed his car passed away.
When i was 23 yrs old I was told that my chances of having children are slim to none. That's was real life changing for me.
Back in the day I was shy and quiet. I didn't do much of anything but just read and did homework but my first love brought me out of that.
As a child i had to wear leg braces because my legs were so crooked...notes: that's why my mother didn't take many pic of me as a child.
I'm really in to local underground rap of the DMV(Dc,Maryland, and Virgina) I always support homegrown!
I hold grudges!! If you did something to me in the 6th grade I remember and will never forget. If I didn't fuck with you when we were 18yrs old I still don't fuck with you to this day!
I do feel like I'm kinda mean, I usually know after 15mins of talking to someone if I love them or hate them.
My sister is my best friend. there is not anything i won't share with her even things that are TMI.
I'm very close to my family. I spend alot of time at my Aunt's houses and spending time with my cousins. Tomorrow is never promised today so I try to do see them as often as possible.
Loyalty means alot to me. Even if i haven't talked to you in years I still am very loyal to that person and respect them.
High school was the worst 4yrs of my life. I would never relive them or want to go back. I was still trying to find myself back then.
I'm jealous that my friends are having babies and I may never be able to go through being pregnant or being a mom.
I'm a rap head but my fave is the old school gangsta music from the 90's. It just brings out the inner thug/drug dealer in me.
My closest is full of nothing but black!!!! Funny thing is its not even my fave color. Black is slimming and I never want people to know how much weight I have gained over the years. If u ever see my FB you will see how much black i really wear!!!
last but not least...I think its funny that I have never met these girls outside of the Internet but I share such a good relationship wit my Bunny Ranch! I loves you girls!!!!!!!