Tuesday, November 3, 2009
All To Myself
My big brother who I don't really get to see often...he lives in Cali came into town this friday and I didn't even know it...How Rude!! Sunday morning while trying to recover my hangover I got a text saying...Hey! i'm in town we need to spend some brotherly/sister time together..holla at me..Now I thought he had just arrived so when i called my mother to ask her 20 question why he was here...she informs me that he had been home since Friday and that he has a "FRIEND" with him...and didn't want me or my older sister to know how his trip. REALLY>>>>not my brother A.D. who I share everything with the one who is the first to call when he touches down..Say it ain't so...say it ain't so!! and His brand new ass has brought a "FRIEND" and what kind of friend was this. After some much investigation I find out that he brought a Lady freind with him..Me don't like that at all...a friend is one thing but a lady friend is awhole other story. *side note* My sister and I are very protective of him for more than one reason but mainly because we both watched him be in a unhealthy and dead marriage on and off for 7 years. I watched him hurt so much and fight so much to keep things together and we never want him to go through that again in life. And if my brother comes from one coast to another with a female it must be serious.....and I don't think I like it....not at all. I guess u can say I'm a little jealous....When he comes into town its usually all about my sister and I, We both get to spend individual quality time with him and I cherish that because we prolly only see him 2 or 3 times a year....So him bring a Female with him meant...NO SUNSHINE time with him and that makes me sad..*wipes the tears* Anyway my brother and I and that damn Lady friend was suppose to go to dinner last night but my Aunt caught us and rapped us up about nothing at all...smh..That heffa talked for 45mins straight about nothing what so ever..I was nodding off and shit and the heffa still wouldn't shut up. Needless to say dinner didn't happen..We just ordered some crabs and had an eat in moment which i had to share wit "Lady Friend"...Boooo...to that. I will admit i did like her a lil bit but I liked her even more when knew who Wale was and the fact she lives in Tennessee and not Cali made it any better. That's means A.D. and Lady Friend won't be seeing much of each other...YYYYYYAAAAAASSSS!!!! My time with my brother was limited but I enjoyed every moment he leaving Wednesday night and I'm gonna cry....I cry every time he leaves I miss him. He is like a breath of fresh air when he's home...he's brings a well needy comfort when he comes. He understands me and listens to everything i have to say. He gives the best advice and lord knows i need that this time around. Last night he pulled me to the side and said...Sunshine, I'm so proud of the woman you have become and one day you'll find a man who will appreciate who are and you'll be happy...I promise!...he always knows how to get me all misty eyed.....God I LOVE MY BIG BROTHER!!!