Someone once said to me that "you can't make friends later on in life" now at first I didn't really agree to this statement but I found out a few times over this past year this proves to be true! well for me it would be you can't make loyal friends later in life.
I know I have said it once and I'll say it again I do not have many female friends...especially loyal or trustworthy female friends. I learned at a young age that some females can't be trusted or relaid on so I decided probably back in middle school that my friend circle would be small very small. I hate to say that I spend most of my time with my males friends they are the best friends a girl could ask for. I don't have to worry about alot of things that would have to worry about with females. Don't get me wrong males can be just as bad as females but lucky for me I have never experienced that! My inner circle of friends is short and sweet, they funny thing is that they are not girls who went to high school with or therefore they are all women I met later on in life..the irony right! My bff and I didn't become friends until I was about 19 or 20 but from the moment I met her I knew she was going to be my friend forever and that goes for my other friends too! I look for something different in each of them and at the end of the day I can bring them all together and we all could laugh, talk, and be ourselves without the eye side or judgement. A couple of times i tired to bring others into the bond that i share with them but i found out who I thought they were was not the case..a wolf in sheep's clothing ..nothing more and nothing less. they say one thing and do another. I'm one of those people who is loyal even if you are not loyal to me its was just the way I was raised but I will only take but so much of of shit before i cut you off. Sometimes it takes days, weeks, months, years for them to see that is what happened but it has to be done. I use to be envious of all the people i know who had a bunch of female friends who they did big things with....I wanted that at one point of time but my small circle of friends work for me just fine!!! its one less piece of drama, estrogen, bitchie, untruthful chick I have to worry about!!!